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Sorry I missed the bad days, but know if I’m not posting, I’m still sending my best. Glad today has been a good day.

You don’t like rap, but maybe you’ll appreciate this one. Would love to see your silly ass wear the bandana with your head bobbin’ as you ride your John Deere lawnmower

 

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Hey @Iamtdg just wanted to check in with you. I’m at the oncologist with my wife right now waiting for bloodwork. She’s having her annual check up to see how things are.

Being here reminds me of the total hole I was in in 2015-2016 ish. She had all of her chemo treatments here and so forth. This was a place of total nightmares for me. Due to this and other circumstances I went right in a hole of darkness.

This place still comes with a bit of anxiety and brings back memories for sure. Things are much different though because I’ve had a lot of healing since then. I was able to get back control of my mental health. I’m saying all of this to offer some hope. We can and do move past our struggles even when it feels like there is no end in sight. Hopefully that offers some hope for you. Keep on keepin on!
 

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Ski, did you have help or did you go it alone ?
 

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Ski, did you have help or did you go it alone ?
I had some intervention because I was losing my shit. I was in treatment for 6-7 days and then some sporadic therapy for a few months. Prozac for a couple of years or something. I’ve been on a good track fir 4.5 years.
 
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Hey @Iamtdg just wanted to check in with you. I’m at the oncologist with my wife right now waiting for bloodwork. She’s having her annual check up to see how things are.

Being here reminds me of the total hole I was in in 2015-2016 ish. She had all of her chemo treatments here and so forth. This was a place of total nightmares for me. Due to this and other circumstances I went right in a hole of darkness.

This place still comes with a bit of anxiety and brings back memories for sure. Things are much different though because I’ve had a lot of healing since then. I was able to get back control of my mental health. I’m saying all of this to offer some hope. We can and do move past our struggles even when it feels like there is no end in sight. Hopefully that offers some hope for you. Keep on keepin on!
I’m good. The typical good days and bad. Today wasn’t a great day but I’m hoping tomorrow will be better. I appreciate you checking on me, brother. It does mean a ton and does help.

I’m still so glad your wife got better. That shit had me worried sick.
 

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I had some intervention because I was losing my shit. I was in treatment for 6-7 days and then some sporadic therapy for a few months. Prozac for a couple of years or something. I’ve been on a good track fir 4.5 years.
Can you drink while on Prozac? :unsure
 

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Reading this thread and realizing me and all my alts is the only sane fucker of the bunch.
 

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It has been really bad today. It didn't help that I got an email at 11:30 last night from my boss asking for something by 9am this morning that I wasn't fully prepared for, so I laid in bed last night thinking about how I was going to respond, so I was up until about 1am tossing and turning. Woke up at 5am, so operating on 4 hours sleep is probably not helping.
 

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It has been really bad today. It didn't help that I got an email at 11:30 last night from my boss asking for something by 9am this morning that I wasn't fully prepared for, so I laid in bed last night thinking about how I was going to respond, so I was up until about 1am tossing and turning. Woke up at 5am, so operating on 4 hours sleep is probably not helping.
dude, is that typical? Asking for something at 1130 at night to be delivered by 9am the next morning? That shit is just fucking wrong.
 
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That’s fucked up. Unless you’re an emergency worker, no boss has any business interrupting your time with bullshit like that.

Call at an appropriate time the following day and ask then, what did he expect? You’d pop out of bed and get to work on it?

Sounds like he or she fucked up and didn’t realize they needed what they asked you for.

My wife always tells me “Someone’s poor planning is not your emergency.”.
 

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In the bosses defense, @Iamtdg is probably a really shitty worker.

seriously doubt 11pm was the first time he asked for it. The call was probably “hey dippy, remember that thing I told you two weeks about? Well it’s due 9am tomorrow.”
 

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Wait. She's probably older than hell.


Does she have money?
 
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